i finally come to this point, yes.i won't be using this anymore.no more fake 'i'm back' posts.

for those few years that i stayed here, i found a family.i found good friends that i will never ever forget. Learned new things, and shared what i knew.This is where my love for the arts started. This place witnessed my joys, my pains, and my growing as an adult.

With all that's been said, i want to thank everyone for showing me a part of the world that is full of happiness, kindness, and generosity.

I may not have been close with all of you, but you are all equally appreciated.

I may not be the same retarded, psychotic, hyper kid you knew before; but i'm still me. I just don't have the time to be that laid back anymore.

I am going to miss b_gatan.

That's life. We have to move on.

BUT. i'm not really leaving LJ completely. I made a new one. But it's not for fandom anymore. It'll be a place for me to keep track of my life. A diary of some sort.but not like the pre-teen diary with the 'today i saw my crush and he smiled at me' stuff.My blogspot won't allow me to lock my posts so i decided to create another LJ.(but i'm still using my blogspot)

If you guys are interested and still want to keep in touch with me, add me at bipolarinstinct 


Goodbye and THANK YOU!!!!!


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